You know what my job is? Oh, sure, there’s a lot of stuff about “building relationships” and “communication” and “facilitation” and “sanity checking,” but really, my job usually involves apologizing.

I’ve apologized for things I did, things I was about to do, things I didn’t do, and even things I tried desperately to avert by methods including begging, pleading, and screaming. I’ve apologized for wrongdoing, attempted rightdoing that went horribly awry, and things I would do again without a second thought. I’ve apologized for how I came across, how the listener thought I came across, for how I didn’t come across but the listener thought I secretly meant to come across, and for being across the hall from someone who did not wash his hands after he peed.

None of this has injured me in the slightest. It hasn’t cost me anything, either.  It is part of the job, like correcting release copy and putting on pants when I go to meetings.

It’s not just the Ocean Marketing hilarity that’s got me thinking. I’ve been seeing more and more protests at stores that happen because of the following:

1. Some ignorant employee violates their own company policy and orders a customer to stop doing something the employee doesn’t like. Breastfeeding, being black, whatever.

2. Customer turns out to be educated, aware of policy and/or the law. Complains to management. Gets runaround.

3. Complains to HQ. Gets runaround.

4. Rallies internet friends and stages protest… to demand support for something the company already supports.

5. Company gains reputation for being against something they support.

The accompanying article (here’s the one I read today) usually makes two things clear – one, the originally offended person never heard “I’m sorry” from anyone, and two, the flack in charge of providing quotes didn’t say “I’m sorry,” either.

Maybe these people just don’t understand the central component of the public spokesperson’s job. I hereby will do my holiday service and provide a helpful how-to guide for public facing employees:

HOW TO APOLOGIZE TO AN ANGRY CUSTOMER

Step one: Listen to angry customer until customer has run out of words.

Pro-tip: You need to actually listen, because you will need to remember what he said for step two.

Step two: Say to the customer, “Please correct me if I have misunderstood you. You are angry because X, Y, and Z.”

Pro-tip: Repeat steps one and two if necessary.

Step three: Pause for one moment and think about how you would feel if you were the customer.

Step four: Apologize, using the active voice. “I am sorry [this] happened.”

Pro-tip: You have to actually mean it. You have to be sorry this human being in front of you is upset. Do you have to be sorry for what happened? Well, if you/your employer was at fault, yes. But the minimum you should be able to muster up is genuine regret that this person is angry, and a desire to make them happy again. (Edit to add: I use my regret over the customer’s distress as a shortcut to the right frame of mind if the cause of their upset doesn’t get me there. Thanks to Sidereal for helping me clarify my thinking.) If you cannot muster up that much, you are in the wrong damned job.

Step five: If someone from the media calls for comments, say “I apologized to the customer and we will work hard to avoid XYZ in the future.”

That’s…kind of all there is to it. I’ve been apologizing professionally for more than ten years now. I admit the part about being sincere is what keeps this from being “the easiest job in the history of mankind,” but even for the empathy-challenged, you can usually figure it out within a couple months. There are about a billion PR/Marketing niches that don’t require even that much, so it’s not like a failure to care is going to limit your career in any way.

But if you’re going to sit on the front line, you should probably figure out how to give a green-assed damn about your own customers. Probably. What do I know.

When I’m interviewed, I’m usually asked what my favorite part of community is. The answer is “the players,” which always makes me a feel a little weird, because the reason interacting with players is my favorite part is because I’m basically a player that someone is paying to hang out with players. Since I’m usually alone in the room, am I really just talking to myself? MMOs: The gateway drug to solipsism.

My second favorite part of community management is a little less mentally masturbatory. I call it the batting cage.

Picture the first night of a beta, or a stress test, or launch, or even a trade show. You’re in a small space and you cannot leave. Problems or people who absolutely must have your attention pop up every couple of seconds. The pace is relentless. There are no do-overs – a miss is a miss, but you can’t stop to cry over it or you’ll miss the next three. On the best of these occasions, I slide into a groove and everything thrown at my face gets a clean, solid hit. (Well, not the people. It does not help to punch people, no matter what you might have heard.) The adrenaline helps, but endurance matters more. At the end of the night, there’s this sense of accomplishment, of having been a vital part of the process of making a game.

It is seriously fun. It’s like PVP with software.

I just saw a very silly article in the paper on how parents can protect their children from bullying in the online world. All right, it wasn’t all silly – “don’t post naked pictures” is a lesson that needs to be learned early. (Hey, and parents, pro-tip, think about your future credibility vis a vis this discussion before you hit post on those adorable naked pictures of your toddler. Also, if you really cannot control yourself, DON’T TAG THE SHOT WITH HIS NAME. Seriously, do you hate him so much that you want him to have no friends in seventh grade?)

The thing that made me snicker uncontrollably was “Stress to your children that they should never physically meet anyone they’ve only become friends with online.”

Really? In 2011, we’re giving this advice with a straight face?

“Don’t meet your online friends in person, son.”

“How’d you and Mommy meet?”

“Match.com and then we hung out in World of Warcraft. Now shut up and eat your peas.”

I admit I’m a little vague on some of the details, because kids don’t come with a user manual. Oh, who am I kidding, that doesn’t matter. I’ve never read user manuals in my life except for when someone is paying me to spellcheck them.

Anyway, manual or not, I’m fairly sure that the point of parenting isn’t just to keep the little demons alive until they can pass on their own genetic material. Wait. Okay, that is the point, but there is a higher moral point to human parenting, which is to equip the little demons with the skills to keep themselves alive, because you can’t always be standing there.

When it comes to meeting online friends in the physical world*, a more reasonable (and ultimately more useful/protective) rule is “Kid, talk to me about meeting online friends and we’ll make a plan together.”

Parents can help their children to understand that people are not always what they say they are (and that sometimes people are what they say they are, but other things as well). Parents can and should teach their children basic safety rules like “Always meet in a public place, and always bring another person with you.” Meetings between elementary aged children should be negotiated between the respective parents. Junior high students should be supervised through the process. If you haven’t equipped a kid to function safely by high school, you don’t even want to know what they’re getting up to.

We must teach our children to safely negotiate a modern world where many people meet and interact online before meeting in person. Sticking your head in the sand and saying “just don’t do it” is a breathtaking abdication of responsibility. How’s that abstinence-only education working out for you?

* Did you see what I did there? Maybe if we taught our kids that the online world IS a real one, and the stuff you say matters, maybe there’d be less bullying.

Since my first website, I’ve known how powerful technology can be, especially when that technology is used to connect people. It seems to amplify our connections, to tie us into a wider world and give us context and perspective. Gaming communities have a wonderful air of belonging to them, because no matter what, we’re at least all gamers.

Yes, there is also quite a bit of “I’d hit it,” Nazi accusations, a fundamental misunderstanding of what the right of free speech actually means, and cat videos, but I’ll bet even a shining city on a hill has a sewer. Can’t know daylight without the dark, etc. The darkness is at least our choice. The internet is the great leveler where all of us are judged by what we choose to share, not the things we can’t help. Most of all, it allows us to not be alone.

Anyway, I was watching some YouTube, because, you know, Maru, and I followed a chain of links until I got to some stuff that choked me up. I’m not ashamed. I defy you to watch many of the It Gets Better Project videos without choking up. Personally, I couldn’t watch more than three without wanting to freaking DO something, as long as that something was not “yet another straight girl making a blurry video.”

There’s something I’ve been doing already. Gaming forums, being somewhat dominated by young straight males, tend to be one of the last places in our culture where you can toss around homophobic (and misogynist) slurs with abandon. I don’t mean there’s always evil intent. When you ask one of these kids why he said “gay” when what he meant was “stupid” or “contemptible,” most of the time he’ll just blink at you. A few of them mumble an explanation that basically goes “I didn’t mean gay, like, GAY. It’s just a word on a gaming forum, it doesn’t mean anything.”

Well, it’s not just a word, it does mean something, and I don’t allow it to be used in a derogatory way on any channel where I have mod powers. If you do allow it, you’re basically saying to every kid who is LGBT or questioning that his or her kind isn’t really welcome in your community, and that the only way they can stay is if they pretend they don’t care. Just like you don’t care if some mouthbreather uses “gay” as the very worst possible insult.

Wanna know something interesting? It will cost you nothing to change this paradigm. It doesn’t take very long, or many repetitions of “do not use that word” before people find other, better insults. You don’t even have to ban, or get agitated. You just have to say no. I’ve proven it on multiple forums ranging in size from hundreds to tens of thousands of people. So much for “it’s just a word gamers use.” Gaming forums do not have to be ruled by the worst our genre has to offer.

So, speaking of help: Help me, fellow mods and CMs. (And help me, players, by reporting and not responding when you see it.) We’ve got to stop tolerating homophobia in our communities. I’m not saying we have to go and get gay married. You don’t even have to support an agenda of any kind. All you have to do is say that you will not permit one of your customers to call another one of your customers a faggot.

Here is my pledge:

If you’re young and LGBT, I want you to know that gaming is getting better. In any community that I run, you will not be called names if you choose to be open about your identity and orientation. I will not allow the use of homophobic slurs, either at you or near you. I will not work for an employer who does not have my back on this. My forums are a safe place where you are not “other.” You are not alone. You are, always and forever, one of us.

All right, I’m a tool who misused a tool. That is, I posted “The nice thing about having a distinctive community voice is players can tell when there is a gun to your head. #aproposofnothing” to Twitter, which of course caused a bit of panic.

I am definitely not talking about my new gig. First of all, one of the many, many reasons I wanted to work for a startup was because startups rarely do that sort of thing to people. Second of all, I’m… me. Y’all, I am too old, too tired, and too mean to put up with the gun-to-head nonsense. If someone says “you will post this pack of lies as if it were your idea,” I will snicker and go back to freelancing.

That doesn’t mean I have always been, or will always be, enthused over every single thing I post. At the end of the day, a ship only has one captain, that captain isn’t the community person, and all of us holding oars gotta row in the same direction. I am a professional and I’m proud to do my best for my hire.

But I’ve never lied. What I have done on a few very rare occasions is post a pile of bullshit and pretend it was frosting, and THAT I won’t do anymore. It’s a waste of time, and I am now old enough and confident enough to say so. Why is it a waste? Players can always tell when something about a voice is off, especially if that voice is distinctive.

I’m not the only community weenie with a distinctive voice, and I’m not the only one who ever had to post a monumentally stupid idea in a way guaranteed to offend my core audience. My tweet was meant more as reassurance to other community reps who find themselves at the table this morning or on any other, trying not to get any “frosting” on their hands. The fact is, you don’t need to tell your players there was a gun to your head. The good ones already know.